Just some thoughts

Time of changes, not only in my country, but also in my life.
It is a weird feeling, that I'm gonna be student. Some time ago I was thinking how cool it will be to be away from school and everything, how great it will be to be actually adult, but now it feels so strange.
I know that it will be fun, but I am also scared a little.

Summer is almost over. No, it is kinda over.
Yesterday a was in my garden, just sitting and listening music and the sky, air everything seemed to be different. More autumn than summer, water is also colder than week before.

Oh, and i haven't seen the Sea whole summer. At sea side I feel so clear minded, so small. My magical place, wide open space with water. What can I do about it?

A promise is a promise to me. 5th and 6th September I have to help with the sport games to those kids with different kind of mental problems. I feel so sorry for them and it makes me so happy, when they are smiling and they are happy.
At some moments it is so hard to believe that everything in this world is fair, maybe it isn't fair.