It seems like it's been years from the last blog entry here. But it doesn't mean that world has stopped or my life.
Words are not just words to me anymore. Meaning, if I say I do something, I do it. I guess it is the greatest part of my development this far. I decided that it is finally time to take some action, that this year it is gonna be different.
I am just a little afraid to dream too big, but I have some pretty good ones in mind and I definitely will make them true.
But with all the good things there are also bad ones, ones that disturbes, ones I get angry about, but it doesn't mean that I give up. I never give up. What is started must be finished.
School time is here. I am still unsecure about some things, but working on them. Soon, very soon everything will settle and I will breath in again.
Trying hard not to drown between others again. It is just so f-ing hard sometimes. It must end, now.
"Again and again I see your face in everything..."
